not quite what I expected it to be...my car got totaled, my friends never showed up and the only person i was able to rely on was my brother which was nice for him to finally have my back. but i just wanted it to be happier...but i was too depressed about other things that happened earlier in the past week. couldn't get everything off my mind..& it was embarassing to cry in public...it's like when you are in high school and you can't help but cry and people see you and you just want to get away from everything and everyone. the only thing that is truly making me happy these days are Camden and my family. maybe i need to cut down on alcoholic consumption and the partying, i don't know. but i'm older and it is time to gain a little more responsibility over my personal belongings and self.